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Apoptosis

APOPTOSIS IS A LOVE SONG TO MYSELF AND TO THE EARTH

things to consider while listening :
orchid mantises, ancient oregon moss, lichen, pink anthuriums, fog, moths, the color pink, space, climate change, dew drops, the garden flowers I’ve talked to, old trees,

1. sentery

as you listen, you might consider: moss, entryways, geranium seeds, and pine.

soft soft soft soft soft soft soft soft soft soft soft soft soft soft things. the beginnings found in endings. i have an idea: let’s start again. find a portal. an entry. a gateway. a gatekeeper. now hush. it does not matter where we are going. we’re entering new worlds now. ok? ok.

This is a song for adventuring through overgrown alleys and forests on sunny spring days.

2. sprig

as you listen, you might consider: lemon chrysoprase, comet moths, and a never-ending garden.

oh sprig! rebirth rebirth rebirth rebirth rebirth rebirth rebirth! do you carry the earth in your pocket?

3. toro

As you listen, you might consider: crystalline structures, a peaceful volcano, and dewdrops.

toro is a secret we can dance to!

4. okobvi

okobvi, you’ve got more stones to throw than a stone kingbut i will overthrow this trembling i hear your voice so well it’s deafening

okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi

okobvi, I know you’re armed up to the teethBut I will never fear what I can seeIn darkest dark I am wreath

okobvi, you know the wildish lights and spells i bring i put a shield of ice up around melife and death i am remembering

okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi

life-death-life-death-life-death okobvi life-death-life-death-life-death okobvi life-death-life-death-life-death okobvi life-death-life-death-life-death okobvi life-death-life-death-life-death okobvi life-death-life-death-life-death okobvi life-death-life-death-life-death okobvi life-death-life-death-life-death okobvi

okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi

5. godhunger

Consider: obsidian, an abandoned castle, swamps.

a song about a journey approaching something that grows bigger and bigger and threatens to totally consume… the world descending into madness and chaos and darkness!

okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi okay okobvi

6. human000

when i finally climb up to the cove wanna find a, find aopen door

i will line up, line up what i know i will sing in, sing inhuman000

human, i fore i, fore i, fore i, human000

being a human dictates our reality. it is the lens through which we get to examine the world. if i was a bug, i would sing in bug000. if i was a flower, i would sing in flower000. but alas! i am just a human. there is more to this song. but this is all i will say for now. <3

Consider: where does humanity end and technology begin?

also consider: peach kombucha, smoke, and running through meadows in late summer.

7. birds in paradise

*insert flower here* *also insert birds* *i love flowers that sing* *and birds that sing* *i don’t want to speak for them* *so this is all I know to say about this song*

8. hebedo

all manners of wildness! we worship the plants! we sing the song of the bugs! we praise the moss! we deliver crystals to our favorite trees!

now dance!

9. ash

wait, myself, awhile i will overcome

collected in my hands memories spread like ash

i’ll be fine in time i will be fine

10. pink twisted lungs

soya peror fiel alay alumino sotoro heheval undwemaio

soya peror si elay iluveo si to mayuao p peror

and in this moment, I fall for loveI fall for love I fall

pink twisted lungs I’m scared to feel you anymore I’ve lost it all before and come undone

soya, soya, soya

11. soluminario

a classic elf lullaby, written by elves who had to leave earth and are perpetually floating in space, waiting for the day they can return.

12. queenmoth

a song the flowers gave me on one of my walks. ^_^ they called me a queen moth <3

13. castle in the sky

imagine a green island filled with holographic insects and the dewiest of dewdrops and every plant that has ever been. it is in the sky! it was there all along. do you understand now?

14. (i)

We can’t put everything in place and organize it all, but we can keep moving through it, we can keep sharing how we see it

15. beingacting

What is being / what is acting / when are we our true selves ??

16. 4u4u

the way for now for you
To lay close to you
The way for now for you for you
To take care of you

Crying over colors that were yours all along
A reunion of broken parts that belong

17. uh huh

I will pull the sheets off in the morning
I will take a walk in mountain air
I will hold the strength of those before me
I will one day wake without despair

Uh huh uh huh uh huh

18. i want you to be right there

*silence*

19. poppwreath

oh my.

20. shelter

mourn what was, welcome what is to be

21. birds talking to each other and to me

(Truly)

22. forevermore

“I will cry forevermore Do you know what it’s like? All alone, no exaggeration Forevermore”

Also, feels like the song of a lonely bug that got separated from the rest of the bugs and is floating in space by itself :(

23. OOO

Open up and over
Open up and over
Open up and over

And I pray for my homeworld
And I pray for my homeworld
Pray for my homeworld
And I pray for my homeworld

this is a song about a flowerAnd the insects that belong to itSinging about the loss of their world Because of a changing climate *tear drop*

24. holy red

holy red high waters don’t matter to me anymore
holy red high waters don’t matter to me anymore
holy red high waters don’t matter to me anymore
holy red high waters don’t matter to me anymore
holy red high waters don’t matter to me anymore
holy red high waters don’t matter to me anymore

25. apoptosis

apop! tosis!

sing with me!

26. fina

let's end on a hopeful and celebratory note. fina!